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2007-02-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

Tears from the Saints by Leeland

There are many prodigal sons
On our city streets they run..
Searching for shelter
There are homes broken down
People’s hopes have fallen to the ground
From failures This is an emergency!
There are tears from the saints
For the lost and unsaved
We’re crying for them come back home
We’re crying for them come back home
And all your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man Father, we will lead them home Father, we will lead them home..
There are schools full of hatred
Even churches have forsaken
Love and mercy
May we see this generation
In it’s state of desperation
For Your glory
This is an emergency!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
Sinner, reach out your hands!
Children in Christ you stand!
And all Your children will stretch out their hands
And pick up the crippled man Father, we will lead them home Father, we will lead them home..

2007-02-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

There are many prodigal sons On our city streets they run Searching for shelter There are homes broken down People’s hopes have fallen to the ground From failures This is an emergency! There are tears from the saints For the lost and unsaved We’re crying for them come back home We’re crying for them come back home And all your children will stretch out their hands And pick up the crippled man Father, we will lead them home Father, we will lead them home There are schools full of hatred Even churches have forsaken Love and mercy May we see this generation In it’s state of desperation For Your glory This is an emergency! Sinner, reach out your hands! Children in Christ you stand! Sinner, reach out your hands! Children in Christ you stand! And all Your children will stretch out their hands And pick up the crippled man Father, we will lead them home Father, we will lead them home

2007-01-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

I guess..i kinda understand why ppl blog most of their time..now i finally noe why..coz ya can tell stuff dat u dun rily want ppl to hear or listen..ya jus need a open space to let it go..but all in words..yupz. I feel like a real dork..but..oh wells..no one rily does wana come in to my space to care abt me..or i shld jus say..im 'invisible' in this cyber space..

for the past few months..i hv been falling down and hv been
tinking thru lots of stuff..and i realised..
sometimes in life..
we cant jus sit at our couch and tok and ponder all the shits
we been thru and how fucked up our life been..or which i used to say..
'life fucked us all'
but hey..
i dun give a freakin' damn now..i sorta straightened my tots..der r
things in life..and we cant simply sulk all the time..we needa pick ourselves up;
move our ass and take the next step forward..
trust me..life would be vry vry interesting after dat

I feel dat..we need dat sort of courage to face all the problems..once and for all..but..to be honest..sometimes..running away frm dem needs courage too..ARhg..wad am i toking here..

well..I personally..hv my own commitment..with God..now..no matter come what may..i hafta stand strong..even life has rily fucked my world up side down..i rily dun care..i jus wana take His words and walk with Him..and frankly speaking..im not strong at all..im facing a raging storm..and i duno when it'll stop..i dun even noe when it'll calm down..it'll take time to face dem..

my faith..hasnt been my strongest weapon yet..but im trying my rily rily best..to hear His words and visions again..i noe My God has been with me all along..

Argh crap..i tink i hv been lockin. myself at hm for freakin' long..i hvnt been going to sch for days..currently..i dun rily give a damn to sch..i jus wana get along with life..and God too..

I guess things around me rily makes my heart go cold after awhile..

well..i guess..

2007-01-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Lord by Leeland

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea And
when the cares of this world Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way
Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!
Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord When my sin is all that I can see Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me
And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!
You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

well..it's been a loonng time dat i blog..alot of things hv passed, encountered, hindered..well..u can name it all..haha..but..now all of them has been lifted up by my God.. =)
God rily has been vry gracious to me..both in gd and bad times..and during these past few months..or shld i say 2006(which was a horrid year for me)..was rily a rollercoaster ride..i mean..if i din went thru all of these s****..i dun tink i can change at all..I guess..this is One of His plans..haha..and i got a gd hunch abt this year..and it gonna be a special one.I tink I can felt He' is moulding me to wad He wants me to be..hahha..yup..oh ya..and recently..i saw a meteor in orchard road few days ago..it was..marvellous..heh..well..i guess i shld go slp now..got sch 2moro yea..and oh ya..So long emo-kid.. =)

2006-11-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

''Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and peitition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will quard your heart and your minds in Christ Jesus''

philippians 4:6-7

sigh..had been suffering alot of heartaches since yesterday..wake up like arnd 1 plus..study abit..played abit oso..haha..was suppose to go kap study de..but too tired to go out..ltr had to mugg like crazee..haha..kk..jus a few more days i'll be free...jus for a while though..still hafta do my projects..sigh..sian..kk..gtg study le..adios

2006-11-09T03:22:00.000+08:00

finally..the pressure is off...done my eng paper few hrs ago..sorta satisfied with wad i handed in...hmm..i met some familiar faces in the school..most of dem r frm my old sch..eunos pri..how intersting to see how much dey hv grown..one of dem..hvnt change abit at all..only adding an earing on his left ear..one lost alot of weight..it's kinda weird though..but oh wells..everybody changes...hmm..i begin to feel dat rain is quite cool..with his dance moves..haha.no wonder gals go gaga over him. hmm.i tink im gonna change my hair style after i get a super long hair...into a much shorter hair..inspired by rain lor..haha..hmmp.one more moment is a very very nice song..i almost cried over it..

hmm...i jus wana pray dat God will open the door for me to a new road to walk...and do His will..I guess..sometimes..when things happens..which is painful and heartbreaking..i tink that it's jus one of His plans..to test our Faith and make us stronger from these problems..well..i guess this is where da moulding part steps in..haha.

Until now..i duno wad r my DreAms..wad to aim..blah blah blah..jus wana see wad's coming nxt for me..hope dat GOd will show me the way..asap..and pray dat we will open a new door for my family..finances and studies..

sigh..i feel like working..

feel like..putting on more weight..

feel like..getting driving license..

feel like..straightening my teeth..

feel like..achieving smthg big dar brings suprise to everybody

feels like..getting a diploma and degrees...

feels like..going europe..

hmm..did i miss anything? haha..oh ya..getting attach..hmm..nah..for now...im hving a covenent with Him..and i seriously needa concentrate on my studies and life..

this is one of my favourite verse from the song one more moment..ronin

Don't take too long to say, I love you to the ones you love, Cause time has a habit of slipping away

sigh..how true..*shrugged my shoulders*..oh wells..
gtg study...ciao~

2006-11-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

this stuff came across my mind..but oh wells..

Being Under Satan's Yoke (by nick frm sun's vid sermon'

sigh..how true..we r so busy dat we cant find a lil' time to spend with God at all, spending all da time doing work, work ,work and more work..

hmmm..another few more hrs..i'll be sitting for my eng paper..sigh..pray dat this time i can do it this time round..*finger cross*

sigh..lost my cam..and somemore lost in church..sian..jus pray dat any kind soul would jus return it to me..
*sob

i watch this vid in Youtube..the title is called..free hugs..

it is quite interesting and i tot dat it is quite meaningful..cos there r ppl out der..hu r down and depressed..and dey dun hv anybody to share or tok or maybe a lil' hug...and there r these ppl..volunteered to give anybody a hug..a free hug...we often tink dat by toking or counsel to a person makes one better..how abt giving a hug? well to me..hugging is a language dat everyone recognise.why not jus spread some love? *winks

well..dats' abt it..time to go study..sigh..

2006-11-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.let me see..i jus finish my first sem..hving Os..jus finished my maths paper 1, still hv a few more to go..hmm.cant wait to go Korea and Vietnam..muhaha. oh ya..rite after i hv done my Os le..im going to go take my basic driving therory.haha.wad's more..im going to sing for x'mas project! haha.yups.gtg study le..tata

2006-10-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is one of the suckiest day i had..

2006-10-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

hvnt been blogging nowadays..no time and no mood to blog..haha...finally my first sem in lasalle is coming to an end.. =) sigh..still hafta chiong my Os.. :/ si bei sian la..I wana go Korea asap..haha.sigh..i hv been tinking to myself lately..dat why does ppl deserve smthg dat dey dun deserve at all...i mean..it's kinda weird to see smthg to be handover to a person dat is damn freakin 'noob' for it...i guess it's one of God's plans and ways of doing things bah..haha..

sigh i oso duno y i blog this..weird..

things hvnt been going too well with me nowadays..feeling awfully..emo..and pek chik with sch work..sigh..it's a nvr ending story..

now im feeling abit edgy..feel like beating or biting a punching bag..ARRGGH

pissed out

2006-10-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks to sch hol..and commencing to O levels..sigh..buay tahan..still hafta rush alot of things sia..pray dat God will provide my strength and determination to last till everything is over..haha. hmmp..da building of the old' malay village is going 'grnd zero' le..haha..not use seeing joo chiat complex outside my window in my room >.< haha..i wish i can go korea asap..i wana enjoy da food and da winter..haha..

2006-10-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

today is da day im baptised..woot.lolx...

2006-10-02T14:10:00.000+08:00

1 more month to my break and the end of my first sem..hmmp. hv been doing some tinking alot recently..tinking dat whether my family's $$ will be sufficient for us..as my bro is going to study in sec sch next year..plus my expenses is going up..and i dun wana be a burden to my mom..hmm..and was wondering if i can do well in my coming Os..den maybe i do my studies in a poly..which will save quite abit of $$ den lasalle..yalor.but i scared i'll be wasting my time abit..cos i still needa go army after my tertiary..

now im kinda worried for my bro's PSLE..which is commencing this wed..i rily wana see him go to a gd sch..but den he's not vry serious with his studies leh..

sigh..how sia..

2006-10-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

my prayers is answered! Praise the Lord! haha. going for water baptism on the coming sat..after my dearest mom allowed me to go. hee. duno why i feel vry excited abt it..cant wait for da baptism >_< haha..yups.

2006-09-28T02:04:00.000+08:00

yet another day has gone past...yet i hv alot of things to worry abt..tink it'll stay in my mind for a long long time..i feel dat my dreams will nvr hppen at all..im still confused and wondering abt my future.I rily duno wad to do in my life..i feel damn freakin' pek chik now..everything seems not rite to me now..it's so..irritating in a way..i mean..seriously..until now there's nothing i do dat rily make me say..hey! see dat's me..dat's wad i did..or rily happy of my accomplishments..I rily need SOS from Him la..if not i rily go crazy soon le..to me..wad im going thru rite now..it's like going thru a heavy storm..wad eva i said or prayed..it'll be silenced by thunder..even there were times i was sure dat He was there for me...maybe I guess i couldnt undertand His will and purpose at all..and i hv to follow blindly wad He plans lo..

sigh..so tired..